MARCH 10TH, 2006
  
   Can you really blame me for getting frusturated about not being able to use my hand even if it does hurt, I have been relying on that damn hand for like all my life. I did concider the KavaKava pill and did take the Melatonin to go to bed (now) and im contemplating a caste cause rebelling is fine for a teenager, but a teenager going against herself, thats just not right. But I need support of not using my hand and keeping on my brace. Whcih means I will be asking for help to do stuff!
I DO WANT TO do tennis in a non-painful state. And hand is still numb and hurts. I need a secretary! I really hate this, i'm rebelling against my own slef. OMG. (geez!) Okay get this I MUST WRITE and DRW (Look I'm even getting ahead of myslef and leave out letters in a word?) I have this "tennis elbow" which is some hand numbing-hurting problem i'm having and if i don't stop using my right hand (whcih im doing right now!) I will have to get a caste and not just restrain myself from using my hand but use my brace for-like-ever (4 weeks) (straight) Ahh. I'm so fruturated I had to write this. Even if it is crappy, hurting to write right now, hand writing.

   Okay, I'm done.
    Gotta stop!
      Going to bed to stop. Now.
                                                                {~Sheen}